Dear diary,
Today was the worst day of my life here at Auswitch. I was awakened by a Kapo abruptly in my sleep at around 4 o'clock am. I was too exhausted to work anymore but, I had to if I wanted to survive. I have eaten almost nothing today. For Breakfast, they gave all of us bread and a brown tasteless drink. I was disgusted by what we were served for breakfast. I saw five men getting exiled by the Kapos because they pushed those five men and they had dropped their ration.
Then we started to work, some prisoners received a shovel and pickax, others with just their bare hands. Luckily for my I got those two items. Most men who had just their bare hands were beaten until they died. I felt anger inside of me for a while but, I had to keep my mind off that and keep working hard. I had to dig trenches and carry heavy stones to build up the trenches. There were prisoners everywhere on the ground all bloody.
After all this work I was exhausted and felt like I was ready to die. Maybe one day we'll be saved but for now, I got to to work, work, and work.